<3 M

i came out of shower and found this note on my computer..

"Hi baby,

i came to give you a hug but since you're showering im gonna go to the gym for a bit and then ill shower and be back

love,
m"

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so i'm one paper down and two midterms and one quiz and one homework to go. yayy.. happy birthday week to me

reasons why my babie is the bestest boyfriend ever!!

last friday i had a waxing appointment in culver city. for those non socal kids... it's about an hour drive from where i live. but since that place is rated number 1 on citysearch..i decided to give it a try. turns out that babie didn't have class in the afternoon.. so i asked him to go with me. thanks to google map.. we got lost. nevertheless boyfriend drove around patiently while we tried to figure out the location. after that waxing appointment, he drove us to hollywood and got pinks hotdog !! i had mentioned it a couple of time.. and was definitely craving the polish sausage. and then we went to pantages to try our luck with the wicked lottery. to make story short, we didn't get called  i was uber bummed  so i left pantages with a frown and babie drove us to the grove for some yummy food  

babie went home on saturday night.. and i was all sad and lonely in his room. it sucked cuz i got so used to spending every night with him  so i entertained myself with some fobby show on youtube while talking to him on aim and went to sleep aroudn 4am. and on sunday morning around 11am, a phone call from babie woke me up!! he asked me to drive to hollywood asap because he won tickets for wicked the musical  turns out he got two of his buddies to go try the lottery with him and his name was called!! but since he had seen the musical already.. he gave a ticket to his friend. but anyway, i got my butt ready as quickly as i could and drove myself to hollywood!! good thing traffic wasn't too bad and i managed to get there 20 min before final curtain call. let me tell you.. IT WAS SOOOO GOOOD!! SOOO WORTH IT!!! the lottery ticket is 25 bucks each for first row orchestra seats. i was SO close to the actors that i could see them spitting when singing/talking. i LOVE it  but i LOVE my babie even more.. he knew i was bummed that we didn't get the ticket so he was planning to try the lottery without me knowing. he only told me he had to go home cuz he had some errands to run for family. hehe, that sneaky one!!  he and his surprises alwais got me good  it would have been better if i had seen it with babie .. but it's all good. i had mucho fun, and his friend was a pleasant musical buddy  and theres alwais next time.. we'll have plenty of chances to watch musicals.. or any shows together in the future

anyway.. i'm just really happy right now and can't help but share my joy

<3

hmmmph!

love is.. reassuring in an unpredictable world

the best thing that happened to me in 2006 was probablie when mr. boyfriend came into my life. i would say it was a very unexpected yet very pleasant surprise that life presented me when i was going through changes. fall quarter 06 was my worst academic and a very emotional quarter. i broke up with my ex and spent about a week crying and doubting my decision. i also got really sick twice throughout the quarter. but something wonderful happened.. mark came into my life.

he has been a caring, loving and patient boyfriend in the 2 months and several days we've been together. i've never felt so comfortable with anyone else but him. he knows how to calm me down and make me smile. it's amazing how we click so well so quickly.. and time flies when i spend time with him. it feels like home when i'm with him.. he makes me feel safe. i can spend 24/7 with him and still wish for more. thoughts of him fill my mind when we're not together. we have our differences.. but i think it's our similarities that make me feel so close to him emotioanlly. and all the things he has done and said just make me fall even deeper for him each day.

he surprised me with a visit to norcal over winter break. at first he told me he sent me my xmas present via snail mail and i would receive it on the 23rd. and to make the story short.. he showed up at my doorstep that very night and hand delivered the present. i was in shock and overhwlemed with joy. we spent our first xmas and 2-month anniversary together.. and we saw each other every night when he was there. that was the second time he surprised me with an unexpected visit. the first time was when he came back a day early from his trip with his friends to vegas just cuz he'd rather talk to me in person than on the phone that night.

it's almost 5am and i'm tired and possibly very incoherent. i guess i'm writing this entry cuz i want to try to write down how i feel at this very moment.. although there are not enough words that can aptly describe how i feel about him. i am very grateful that he's in my life and thanks for making me feel loved.. when everything else in my life seems to be going wrong. thanks for being my support and just being there for me and listening to my ramblings. thanks for alwais thinking a few steps ahead and paying close attention to things. thanks for taking care of me when i was sick.. and when i get hungry/sleepy/drunk. thanks for making compromises and understanding where i'm coming from. thank you for being so gentle and the strong one in the relationship. and most importantly, thanks for allowing me to be part of your life and letting me to be.. me.